Recently I have had one thing that has always come up and of course, is expected to, and of which is so difficult. The question of marriage. It is the Lord will that everyone be married and after all, that is what brings most blessings, especially the most powerful: The sealing blessing at the temple. This is something I want. Or at least, I try to want. Marriage seems wonderful. To fall in love seems like a fairy tale. But as of recent as I have thought about it, it as been dark and grim. The person I really like seems to not want to give it a chance at all, but won't say No either.
Which means I am on a clean slate. The faith that I am good enough for anyone or if anyone will acknowledge me, let alone date me or marry me, or heck, FALL IN LOVE with me seems ridiculous. Seems outrageous. And sometimes, impossible. But I have to believe and I have to try and so that is what I am putting my faith in. I know that God will help me. It is possible. This article is to help assert that. I know it will be a trial of faith, I don't know why things have fallen into place the way they are, but I know it's because there is a wonderful, incomparable future ahead for me and for those I love. It will all work out in the end. If it hasn't worked out yet, it isn't the end.
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