Today while at Sunday School I was thinking a lot about that actions that have led me here. I remember that I felt the plan I had was the one that needed to happen. I would go to SLCC and work on getting married, an education, a job, a future really. And I remember as soon as I got to Utah, it was like I hit a wall. Everything was going wrong and for some time I remember the question, that dark question came to mind: Should I just go home to Nauvoo. It was a hard thought to face. And I remember that immediately I had to choose. Many times I felt the voice of the spirit asking me: "Where is your faith?" and so I made the choice. I will stay here and make something. I will have faith and so it shall be.
Since that decision I have had more walls and I have had great blessings. I will never fall, I will overcome. I will feel God's love and trust him.
I feel great opposition to getting married which means that for sure that is what I need to do. I will have faith. I can do this and I will be full of charity. It's my choice is it not? I am choosing right now. Charity. Love. Christ. Faith.
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