Dream Analysis

Have you ever had a really realistic and completely terrifying dream? I don't get em often, but if I was gonna say which dreams I remember most, it's one were my brother becomes possessed by fungus, and two in which black people with guns find some sort of entertainment and in chasing me and attempting to splatter my brains across a wall. It's always an apocalypse looking moment too and I'm always very terrified. However, in the first dream, two people I know got shot down, and in this more recent one, nobody got shot, yet I was more terrified.

Maybe that's because I was alone...does that mean I'm a selfish jerk? Perhaps. So how should I think about this? My dreams are telling me that I'm selfish, that my friends and parents don't exist, and I'm racist, thinking that all black people want to kill me. Hahahaha!

As the dream was more fresh this moring, in the shower, I half conciously thought about not going to Tai Chi, or getting my hair cut because both of those locations were in my dream. I almost got the crap shot out of me at the Hair Cut place and TAi Chi is where it began...I think. So, I very much considered not going like it was some sort of revelation. I'm paranoid. But I'll be going, so if I end up getting shot, all I got to say is: I totally called that. :D

Btw, I'm not racist. If you're black, I still love you, even if my dreams tell me to run away! <3

Hey! Check out my other blog for a full summary of this dream and other more serious things! http://zaridia.tumblr.com/